Cougar Life...

     After my rebound one night stand I was looking for something, but I wasn't sure what.  My husband was five years younger than me, and I wasn't really ready to date, but I was lonly and needed attention.  Where would I turn?  I didn't want to become a cheap whore;  I had already slept with one guy!  So, one lonly, boring night, I signed up online, on a website for "cougars"!  What was I thinking?  Had I gone crazy!
     I "flirted" with a few guys, and sent and received a few messages.  One nice guy was in the Navy in the Bahamas.  We talked about meeting when he came to Florida, but it never panned out.  Next, I found a super hot young guy who was 25, whom I called "Bizzle".  He reminded me a little of Eminem.  We messaged on the site, then instant messaged-(which he explained to me how to do), and texted, or sexted!  It was my first time, and last time with him.  Oh well, bye bye Bizzle...
     My next guy was the real deal though;  A cute country guy. He was 27 and a single dad.  We texted about a lot of stuff, plus had the hottest text sex possible through a phone! (pics and all- my favorite being a picture he sent to me in only his cowboy hat!)
     This lasted weeks.  We talked about meeting, but never did.  (He lived about three hours away).  We finally talked on the phone one night for hours, till my phone went dead.  I had real feelings for him, which is crazy because I never even met him.  We "broke up" because he got a real live girlfriend.  I cried my eyes out.  Why?  I don't know...I guess it was kinda silly of me...