As of right now-today, I am no longer on any "dating" site. I realized two things: 1) I don't even know how to date, and 2) I'm probably not really ready to date anyone seriously. Anyway, I am making a lot of friends on FB, but strictly for networking purposes only, for now...
Martin came in to visit me at work tonight, which was a nice surprise. Steven texted me back once with his usual short answer- maybe just to appease me; I'm not sure, and Jake didn't text me back at all today. I thought about "unfriending" him, but I couldn't do it-yet... He's the only one I cried over, twice, fought with, talked openly, felt guilty when I went to Stevens', and had wild crazy (phone) sex with! He was the closest thing I had to a real relationaship- and I never even met him...
Guy Breakdown:
Guy at work: Helped me through the end of my marriage...with a little smile! :)
Martin: Helped me over the hump (Haha) to get over my husband- in my bed! LOL
Jake: Helped me safly explore my sexuality through sexting and talking
Steven: Was the first person to inspire me to do what I do...to become a better person-
to get in touch with the person inside of me- the person that was always there-
the person I was; Oh so long ago.........:) :) :)
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